The final push. Omg-it's-week12-I'm-gonna-die week starts now.
I've had a rather interesting week of talks with friends. I'll highlight two such talks in particular. First, a friend that I've met recently reminds me a lot about my ex. Mannerisms, thought processes, everyday type behaviours, all very much alike. It was kinda scary to hear and see all of this happening right before my eyes. But I try not to reveal anything and see how this casual talk will turn out. We had a great conversation but I think it kinda solidify my silent opinion that it was probably not meant to be with a person like that. This may come off as somewhat harsh or a really-stupid-thing-guys-say-about-their-exs opinion to some/all people, but I think in the long run I wouldn't come off as completely happy with a person like that. There are people who would be much better suited for which is the case for my ex. I'm happy for the both of them, and knowing the guy as well, he easily trumps me and that's a good thing. I guess you can say it was a win-win situation.
The second was a rather strange line from a conversation that started off from a comment about my scrawny look, that I've never evolved much out of the usual few looks I have. It then went off into a question that said, I'm surrounded by many beautiful people that it's a wonder that I don't have a girlfriend (This person doesn't know that I did at that time). The strangeness continues on with my friend commenting on an extrapolated observation that (beautiful) girls tend to gravitate towards me. I thought I was in the twilight zone because clearly this does not happen or any evidence to show any significance of these claims. Which lead me to believe that I think too many people regard me too highly based on a few seemingly "great" achievements and/or behaviours. No one knows the rubbish that goes on nor do people know about ordinary/mundane I am. Which sometimes all I hear is just lies and I know they are lies as they are too good to be true. It all feels very very fake. And I hate it. While I'm sure these things are said with the best of interest, I think care has to be exercised to not exhort another (no matter how down they are) to heights with no strong foundation. Otherwise the fall will hurt more than when left alone.
Time to off load news, and see you all on the other side.
How can one not feel sad for your own country? Call me naive or blindly patriotic, but it is very sad.
Need EQ instead of IQ when in a group of friends. I'm low on both of those in my group.
Hate your life? Don't be so quick to write that off as being angsty or emo.
Scientists can be religious. People have a hard time about it.
Are we meant to download TV episodes so liberally for the sake of keeping up with the latest sitcoms and dramas and not consider whether is it right or not?
Nobel prize in physics comes from creating a material with the help of sticky tape.
Rocket-propelled flotation device. The word Awesome is slightly inadequate to describe it.
I'm probably living proof that this is true.
Things to bring when breaking up with someone: tissues and a defibrillator
When they say the pay for a security officer is peanuts, I think they literally mean that.
Does this mean that marriages in the US are likely to be based on finances?
So many of us Christians are responding to this in the wrong way.
No way I'm painting my camera pink magenta just to keep it from being stolen.
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