For the first time in a few years, I got to meet up with 2 brothers together. We had beer and chatted for a good 4 hours and I have to say that was the best. I wished that moment didn't end because I feel happy and all my problems and frustrations with myself and other people just vanish or dealt with appropriately. They're just pretty good at that. Like I said, it was good while it lasted which got me thinking while cruising down the highway at 2 in the morning with the radio turned off. Things these days are so transient, nothing ever stays the same no matter how much you try. Of course I know this the hard way. Anyway, how long can this last? In the age where virtually everyone is getting married, attached or friend dynamics revamped, change between us is inevitable. This is the kind of support that I need now (in wake of 2009) just to keep me sane, so what happens when it's finally gone? Or when I go back to Melbourne?
I got the comment that my recent blog posts have been very emo. Great! And I don't mean that in a sarcastic way. Part of my problem is people thinking that everything will work out fine. Or in the words of a friend who always use this "You'll be fine". Rubbish. While we are at it, let's throw in a few other things. I also start to be depressed, low self-esteem, the whole package. It's a great wonder and miracle that I didn't become an alcoholic (by the way, the mention of alcohol here does not reflect that I am one. I just like it like how I like apple juice with aloe vera bits. I don't abuse it.) or a songwriter or both.
What a rubbish thing to say! But this is the world we are talking about.
That Korean drama series that I got for Christmas looks mighty tempting right about now...
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